Thursday, February 26, 2009

ED 429 Study Guide for Week Seven: Community and Control

Dewey, Chapter Four: “Social Control”:

1. What is Dewey’s defense of theory in the opening paragraph? Does he persuade you with it?

Well, he isn't defending "theory" per se; just one particular analytical framework putting clarity of terms around his "philosophy of experience." Without such clarity and framework, he argues that attempts to develop schools around the idea that learning occurs through life experience are bound to confuse non-educative and mis-educative experiences for genuine learning. The implication being, *with* adequate clarity around what constitues genuinely educative experiences, the types of disappointments encountered by "progressive" schools attempting to based themselves around his principles that (to his credit) he recognizes can be avoided.

Does he persuade me with it. Well, if pressed to answer in a sound byte, I'd have to answer "no." Not because I don't myself see a value for theory: I do; and not because I don't see much in Dewey's framework to admire: I do. But I strongly believe that every choice has attendant trade-offs. If, at the level of values, you define experience over skills and content, that's terrific, but there *is* an attendant tradeoff, and content and skills *will* be (as Dewey concedes in his Creed, Article 3) subordinated. Not everything that used to be covered will be covered anymore. As long as the larger population (including parents, as well as administrators driven by test-driven imperatives) continues to value skills and content, there will be an inherent tension, a disequilibrium, that no amount of theory, or clarification of terms, can ever patch over.

2. When it comes to social control, Dewey suggests that much of it is not felt as an infringement on individual freedom. Indeed, certain forms of control are necessary. Why? Well, without rules, there is no game. The rules are an inherent part of the game; they are not experienced by the players as chafing, but as necessary.

3. Apart from his example with regard to games, think of other forms of social control that are not felt as infringements or impositions. Does the lack of feeling of being imposed upon guarantee that one is not being imposed upon? (Bennett says, “Clearly not.” Can you see why he might say that? Bring an example where one doesn’t feel like things are being imposed upon one but they are.)

Certain care-related obligations -- interestingly, some of the very ones that lack the reciprocity that Noddings says is central -- are, I think, generally not experienced as "impositions." Care of a just-newborn child, care of a parent who has fallen into a coma, care of an extraordinarily disabled child, care of an aged dog. Of course the care *is* in a physical sense a tremendous burden, but the fact that they truly cannot help it, and really are not even aware of the care, goes a long way toward alleviating the sense of imposition. We feel imposed upon by the (lesser!) demands made by those (less dire, more able) who we feel could do more, to pull more weight, or be more gracious, etc. Bennett, I suppose, is hinting at a sort of false consciousness, where people might be so deeply enmeshed in cultural or social expectations that they don't experience those roles as being constraining. See example under inappropriate touching, below.

4. It is clear from the application of the example of games, that Dewey sees education taking place within an educative community. How does this fact play into his discussion of social control? I'm not sure I understand the question. "Educative communities," meaning schools; as opposed to home? If that is indeed the question (which I somehow doubt), then I would answer that it is far easier, in a sheerly logistical sense, to frame genuinely educative experiences in an environment which has only a few students. It is easier to put Dewey into practice in a homeschooling environment than in one with 20-30 students in a class. It also is far easier to differentiate learning in a homeschooling environment. It is also far easier to encourage physical movement while learning, to organize field trips around individual interests, to move faster or slower based on individual needs, etc. Somehow though I don't think I understood the question right.

5. What role does the teacher play in all this? What keeps the teacher’s role from being an instance of imposition? Dewey is clear that the teacher is not just another player in the game: he notes that this is one of the mistakes that many progressive schools frequently make. "As the most mature member of the group, (the teacher) has a peculiar responsibility for the conduct of the interactions and intercommunications which are the very life of the group as a community." (p. 58)

6. Note that for Dewey the vision of the school as a learning community is identified with progressive education; he assumes that in the traditional school the students do not form a community and thus are controlled in a dictatorial fashion.

Indeed. And this is, indeed, an assumption.

7. What is his defense of planning? Is he talking about lesson plans or something broader or both?

He means planning the nature of the environment, what constitutes desirable forms of interaction between school community members, how the opportunities for experiences should be framed so as to ensure that they are genuinely educative, etc. One could take the game metaphor a bit further: before practice the coach is checking that the playing field is dry enough to play on and is free of holes and stones that might cause injury; he's thinking of how to divide the team so different members can work on discrete skills they most need to develop; he's also coming up with activities that will build team habits. Once he's come up with this frame, though, he has to step outside the line and let the kids do their stuff: when game time comes, they're the ones who'll be out there, not him: they have to get to the point where they're making the choices and doing the moves on their own. The planning necessarily has to be broad.

8. You should be able to explain the claim that the movement from the traditional to the progressive is a movement in which “the teacher loses the position of external boss or dictator but takes on that of leader of group activities” (p. 59).

Well, as you move from content to process, the role of content deliverer-- I mean, dictator-- becomes a lot less important, doesn't it. The role of the adult becomes more like that of Julie on the Love Boat.

9. What is Dewey’s defense of manners? Would it persuade Neill of Summerhill?

Dewey says that learning manners is among "the most important lessons in life, that of mutual accommodation and adaptation." (p. 60). Again, to his credit, he notes that many experiments in progressive education have utterly failed in this dimension. I actually think Neill might go along with much of that core sentiment, though they might well differ at some of its more elaborated manifest forms (I imagine Dewey, for example, caring more about table manners).


Summerhill School:

1. Note the two defining features of Summerhill. Think of all the things that would get in the way of implementing them in your own teaching/learning environment, here at the University or elsewhere in your life. 1) All class attendance, homework and assessment is solely at the discretion of the learner; and 2) all rules within the school are democratically agreed upon, one person one vote.

2. Does giving the opinion of a five year old the same weight as that of an adult with advanced degrees make any sense at all? How would you defend it? Why is it important?

It depends on what the question is, doesn't it. If the question is what we'll have for dinner, or what movie we'll watch, then the five year old has just as much standing, and nearly as much context and information, as anyone else. If the question is how we'll use the family vacation budget, she might have equal standing, but less ability to manage the math, or context about the range of possible options. If the question is what model replacement car to buy, she has less standing than the primary driver. If the question is what outfit she'll wear, she has more standing than anyone else. Giving all children as much choice and as much standing as is feasible is important both for their own immediate dignity and also for them to develop decisionmaking skills over the medium term.

3. Is Summerhill a community where people live together which also happens to be a school or is it a school that is set in a democratic community? Does the distinction being emphasized here–the difference between community and school–ultimately hold up? (What would Dewey say about the distinction?)

Summerhill is sleepaway camp, where kids who wish to learn academic subjects may do so on an essentially autodidactic basis to the extent that they have the self discipline to make any kind of sustained progress. It's not a school.

With the obvious caveat that, just as history is written by the victors, so too are websites written by the promoters... it certainly appears that Summerhill has succeeded in creating a sustainable and nourishing community. They are also honest that the creation of such a community is their (only) ultimate goal. All schools lie someplace on a spectrum between focusing mostly on matters of the heart and soul, versus focusing mostly on content and skills. Summerhill has clearly and explicitly staked out its position on this spectrum. In this clarity they are unlike many other progressive schools which claim (believe?) that they can eat their cake and have it too: focus each day around children's own interests; and yet still attain academic excellence. Dewey also wanted badly to believe that both were possible; and tried hard to work out a theoretical framework that outlined the necessary ingredients. His framework entails more adult direction than Summerhill's and places more value on at least certain types of educative experiences, and so his ideal is not positioned in quite as extreme a position on this spectrum as Summerhill.

4. Note all the different roles in The Meeting. Do you know of any institutions that have ombudsmen? Titled as such, no. I have been involved with a number of groups with democratic decisionmaking. My daughter attended a tiny K-8 Quaker school that uses many of the same conventions as Summerhill, including weekly meeting, along with rotating leadership thereof. (A notable difference between that school and Summerhill is that parents are invited to any meeting they'd like to attend.) I participate in two book groups and another Faith Club, all of which use consensus-based decisionmaking with greater or lesser (mostly lesser, actually) degrees of formality of roles and responsibilities. My extended family (20++ people spanning three generations) regularly goes on vacation together, and we inevitably have to generate various decisions.

5. What are some of the values you see being expressed here? What are some of the pitfalls you anticipate?

A lot of the same values I admire in the Quakers: the dignity and worth of every individual; the value in having each voice heard; the necessary corollary of learning when to stand firm and when to "stand aside" and let consensus be achieved even when you disagree.

The pitfalls... well, it all comes down to infinite variations on the same basic theme. Left to their own devices, most kids will eat more candy than nutritionists advise; and brush their teeth less regularly than dentists advise. For a day -- for four weeks at sleepaway camp, even -- that's OK. Over the long haul of a full childhood, though, it's incumbent upon the adults ("the most mature member(s) in the group," as Dewey notes) in their lives to frame their options responsibly. Often that means limiting the amount of candy in the house, or making sure they brush their teeth. This can be accomplished through fear-inducing dictatorial means, or other.

6. In the Meeting image you see an adult with his hands on a child’s shoulders. Here we are told that if your child looks miserable, “the .. staff will ... issue cuddles and comfort if permitted!” What makes the cuddles permitted or not is the desire of the child, not rules and regulations. I’m particularly interested in your reaction to the physical contact between staff and child, especially in light of the fact that many school districts now explicitly ban hugs and the like. Thoughts about such affectionate physical contact?

In private schools, adults still do touch students in appropriate affectionate ways. In a context where kids have access to multiple trusted adults, in a context where the issue of inappropriate contact is explicitly addressed *with all students* on a regular and systematic way, and in a context where kids have "escape valves" outside of school, that contact can be healthy and positive. Parents touch their kids, right?

In the specific context of Summerhill -- eight full time teachers? Parents have "no involvement" with the school? Kids are there for three months at a time without leaving campus? -- not all those conditions hold. The possibility that gravely *inappropriate* touching might go unreported far longer than elsewhere is real. There's a real sense in which these kids are "trapped." Bennett alludes above to the idea that just because a person does not *feel* imposed upon, does not necessarily mean no imposition is occuring: this very often is true in the early stages of teacher-student touching.

7. Here parents are explicitly counseled not to have high expectations of their children–indeed, we are told that “no expectations at all would be better!” What is the point of this advice? What’s wrong with it? What’s right with it?

I can't think of one thing right with it.

8. It should be clear that there are no grades nor report cards issued. Why do you think this is the school’s policy?

Many progressive schools don't "do" grades or report cards. One reason is the idea that kids should be measured against their own potential, or if that's too nebulous their own prior performance, rather than against any other child or norm based on other children. Another is the (Alfie Kohn) idea that grades are not motivating over the long haul, that kids do better if motivated intrinsically and that grades "train" them to respond extrinsically. A third is that grades are inherently flawed instruments -- too subjective, too different across institutions and teachers -- to be meaningful. A fourth (commonly heard in FU) is that wherever there are tests, there is inevitably "teaching to the test" which in turn drives time and resources in lamentable directions that have nothing to do with true learning.

In Summerhill's case, specifically, where students show up strictly on an as-in-the-mood basis and complete only the assignments they choose, I don't know how tests or grades would be possible. In this case, expediency as much as principle would seem to drive the no-grades practice.

9. How does the site rationalize the policy of making lessons optional? If their argument fails to persuade, why? The optional lessons policy is justified in terms of "intelligent choice." The students are understood to have the maturity and wisdom to understand what lessons will be helpful to them, and the discipline to make sound choices. As well, the school believes in the value of boredom in fostering creativity and autonomy.

I fully agree re: boredom; my observations lead me to a different view re: discipline. (Even many adults struggle mightily re: discipline. See: exercise regimens, weight loss, tedious housekeeping tasks, flossing...)

10. In this section you get to read some of Neill, a selection from what was once a best seller, Summerhill: A Radical Approach to Childrearing. Based on it, what is Neill’s fundamental philosophy of education? Happiness matters more than learning, particularly book learning. In traditional schools, students do not learn "the emotional factor, the power to subordinate thinking to feeling."

11. There are lots of gems in this selection, comments that provoke thought. One example: “Books are the least important apparatus in a school.” Pick out a few such judgments and come prepared to comment on them for the class.
See above; also "Learning should come after play," and "The important freedom at Summerhill is the freedom to play."

12. As for the general policy statement, what is being left out? At the risk of repeating myself: skills and content.

13. Under what conditions would someone be dismissed from the school? Bullying or violence to others.

14. There is a history behind question #21 with regards to sex. Remind me to explain. For now, what can you read into Zoe’s answer to this question? ? Well, her answer is rather high level and low content. Could be complaints about inappropriate teacher-student contact, or student-student contact, or any number of other things. One wonders a bit when the gist of her response is "we've never had a pregnancy."

15. What is the difference between freedom and license? Summerhill defines freedom positively, in terms of individual choice; and license negatively, in terms of abridging others' freedoms. In what we last week called "liberal" terms.

16. With regards to our national commitment to democracy, in what way does our educational system undermine that commitment? Alternatively, how is Summerhill training for participatory democracy? "National commitment to democracy?" Hmm.

One can consider this question in terms of process -- the extent to which our education system provides students with opportunities to practice the kinds of skills required to be "good" citizens; or in terms of content -- the extent to which our education system provides students with a good understanding of the institutions, mechanics, and safety valves of our current system, along with how our system differs from other forms of democracy and how it has evolved, for better and for worse, since its inception. However one considers the question, I think it is largely fair to say that schools tend to teach "big picture" democracy (school wide mock election every 4 years; red-and-blue maps of the 50 states, etc) whereas Summerhill is practicing something much smaller-scale even than town hall meetings.

17. In addition to a conventional history, we also learn here of the recent court case attempting to shut down Summerhill. Under what conditions do you think a school should be closed by governmental authorities?

Certainly closure is warranted in the event of widespread and ongoing abuse, physical or sexual; or other circumstances that endanger the students. (To this end, I was very interested to read Summerhill's rationale for why the students weren't required to do kitchen duty or cleaning chores. Evidently, the hygeine risks are too high for free spirits to be trusted with such tedious tasks: telling.)

I also think it's fair to require a "school" to meet minimum standards related to learning, and to withold such things as credentials, certification, tax-exempt status etc. to institutions which fail to meet those standards. What precisely those standards are, and how they are measured, can and should vary according to societal norms. But in concept it's not just fair, but necessary, that they exist. If you call yourself a "school" you should principally be in the business of *education*, not self-actualization. Analogous laws in both the US and the UK require homeschoolers to provide some sort of education to their children: you can't just let them watch TV all day. Society has a sufficient interest in having an at least minimally literate, numerate and self-sufficient population that such minimal standards are defensible. (That said, I also believe that having a range of school models, and scope for parents/children to choose among models in ways that allow some mapping of model to child, is ideal.)

Assignments 2/26-3/10 (no classes 3/3, 3/4)

SE 534:
  • X Read 2nd grader case study for IEP case; initial comments to Tina & Jeanine
  • Full case due 3/18

SE 537:
  • X Find & bring in good math lesson plan for Susan
  • X Print and bring in curriculum development guide
  • X Revisions to Susan case study (revised part 1 and part 2 due 3/11)
  • X Go to any district and find curriculum evaluation (will become part of curriculum eval due 4/1)

ED 429:
  • X Bullets on Dewey Article 3 emailed
  • X Study Guide for Week 7
  • Paper Three due 3/14

Friday, February 20, 2009

ED 429: STUDY GUIDE FOR WEEK SIX: Community and Values

John Dewey, “My Pedagogical Creed: Article Two”:

1. In what way is life in the school community consistent with life at home and the wider community, and in what way does it differ?

Both are "simplified social life," and as such, school life should grow gradually out of home life, picking up and continuing activities which the child is already doing at home. The "best and deepest moral training is that which one gets through having to enter into proper relations with others in a unity of work and thought." The teacher is not there to impose a certain set of content or skills upon the child, but rather to serve as a member of the larger community and to "select the influences which shall affect the child and to assist him in properly responding to these influences." I understand this to mean something like what Montessori teachers are meant to do: very carefully select and maintain a particular organization of *space and materials*; thereafter allow the child considerable freedom in how to maneuver in *time.*

2. In keeping with the vision of school as a form of community, Dewey maintains that a more traditional approach (“school as a place where certain information is to be given, where certain lessons are to be learned, or where certain habits are to be formed”) is bound to be mis-educative. We will return to this in Chapter One of his Experience and Education, but for now note the implications for pedagogy of taking seriously his idea of school as community.

I think it implies more process, less content. More talking, hopefully more listening; more conflict resolution skill-building; more collaboration; more team-building. For better and for worse.

3. Note that the role of the teacher as community member might not be consistent with the role of the parent in many a traditional family structure, where the parent often takes on the trappings of dictator, the unquestioned authority who lays down the law.

Yes. As well, even loving, give-and-take families who are *not* authoritarian or dictating may still value content and skills; so the role of schools and teachers that Dewey lays out may not be consistent with wider community values that *do* want certain information to be given, certain lessons to be learned, certain habits to be inculcated, etc. You don't have to be a lay-down-the-law authoritarian to see value in a sequence of specific skills, or in a "canon" of literature.

4. What does Dewey mean by “the discipline of life”?

Well, I may bring too much prior baggage to this particular word to be able to parse Dewey's meaning fairly. I have thought long and hard, perhaps too long and hard, about what "discipline" means to me; and those musings have forever colored how I read the word, even when used by others.

The sound-byte version of what "discipline" means to me is: the word is rooted in "disciple," as in Christ's disciples. Christ taught mostly by example; some by parable (storytelling); and occasionally by exhortation. He did not rely on either carrots or sticks. He presumably did hope that his disciples would follow his lead, but his "pedagogy" or "management techniques" made pretty clear that he accepted that their will was free. For me, then, discipline means self-discipline: doing the right thing, not because we'll be rewarded if we do or penalized if we don't, but because we believe it is the right thing.

I believe that Dewey is getting to somewhere near this idea. But it's entirely possible that I'm projecting.


Noddings, “Character Education and Community”:

5. The opening section of this chapter is rather technical, but worth slogging through. Note that the key issues are the connection between moral education and community, what constitutes a “community,” and given that a community requires a set of shared values, “how much commonality is required to do the work of character education?” (p. 65).

The key issue that emerges to me in this section is actually the tension between the value on individual autonomy so featured in liberal/rational tradition, vs. the notion that "to educate deeply for character, a community must stand for something" (p. 61). For me, the way this plays out into the sort of storytelling/literature-based character education that, like Noddings, I see as immensely valuable is the tension between the character model of Odysseus (cheerfully tossing a couple of shipmates to Scylla's jaws, for the sake of the rest of the ship -- including his own skin) vs. Frodo and Harry Potter (consistently willing to sacrifice themselves for the sake of a greater good). The notion that there are common principles for which sacrifices to the self are warranted is, for me, the essence of both ethics and (therefore) of character education. For a "community" to concur on a core of commonly held values is hard enough; to grapple with the more fundamental idea that individual autonomy ought sometimes be subordinated to *any* greater common good is, in our culture, even harder.

6. It is also worth noting that the idea of character education is not new, going back to the McGuffey reader and the Character Development League.

Yes. On these particular issues, though -- the presumption of commonly held values and that idea that individual autonomy ought sometimes be sacrificed for a greater common purpose -- the McGuffeys had it somewhat easier, as they were written in a far more unabashedly Christian era (the Christian narrative being the most influential archetype of self-sacrifice for a common purpose in the history of the world; and Christian imagery and language being the most accessible referents to such ideas).

7. What are the hallmarks of a “cognitive” approach to moral education, according to Noddings? What motivated this approach? Seek to summarize the three criticisms of it (pp. 63-64).

Instead of trying to inculcate a list of specific values, cognitive approaches attempt to develop "moral reasoning." As such, it aligns more easily both to a heterogeneous population and also with the value placed in our society on individual autonomy. Criticisms include: 1) better suited to research than teaching; 2) offended parents who in fact wanted a list of specific virtues; and 3) "content emptiness" seemed to aggravate "growing sense of alienation in American society" (p. 64)

8. Throughout this chapter the term “liberal” is used, but this term can be misleading. (Recall its use in the Conceptual Framework.) Think of the phrases “liberal arts,” or “liberal studies” or “liberal democracy” rather than the contrast between political liberals and conservatives. In the sense that Noddings is using the term, a liberal is someone committed to... (I hope that at least one person will come prepared to finish that sentence.)

...individual rights, and a legal framework which protects individual rights against the possibility of tyranny of the majority. The concept actually cuts across partisan lines: The Bill of Rights (including, say, the right to bear arms) is a "liberal" framework; a progressive tax structure aimed at redistributing wealth is not. The Civil Rights Act is "liberal" legislation.; affirmative action programs aimed at redressing wrongs of the past are not. Equal individual access to current opportunities is a "liberal" ideal; redistricting efforts aimed at ensuring that minority groups are able to select leaders within their racial or ethnic groups are not.

9. In the second section, while affirming the centrality of community, Noddings refers to the “dark side” of community. Here she sets up an opposition between two poles or points on a continuum, and quotes with support the call for balance by Paul Tillich. What are the poles here? That is, what is the tension between “extreme individualism” and “fascism” or totalitarian communities? (When the extremes are avoided, this tension is later described as between liberalism and communitarianism; on a pedagogical level, the tension is between cognitive developmentalism and character education. You should be comfortable with all these terms.)

Fascism can be thought of as collective orientation taken to extremes; "Bowling Alone" and widespread unwillingness to pay higher taxes for basic supports such as universal health care can be seen as liberalism taken to extremes. Tillich notes that Nazi Germany embraced character education -- this is the "dark side." The dark side of liberalism would be the sort of not-in-my-backyard, not-out-of-my-paycheck, not-if-there's-any-cost-to-me nihilism that, I would argue, pervades our society today.

10. Note Noddings reference to “cultural knowledge.” We will revisit this idea when we read Greene, who calls for teachers to develop “aesthetic education.” OK

11. Noddings' proposed compromise as between character education and developmentalism is...

Well, back to storytelling, isn't it. She cites Flatland, a truly marvelous story which has a multitude of lessons in it, not least of which is the idea that we cannot even *imagine* a level of existence much different from the one we're in. Of all the many insights in the book, *that* is the one that is my own greatest takeway, and that is the one to which my older kids and I keep returning. It is not, however, Noddings' major takeaway from it: she resonates with the political fable aspects in it, and embraces the vision of math teachers engaging their students in discussions of classism and sexism. That's fine too.

12. Noddings concludes the chapter with the question, “Why are teachers so poorly prepared to draw on stories in their disciplinary instruction?” (p. 72). Is the assumption correct? Are teachers poorly prepared? If so, then why? What is Noddings’ answer? Is her description of what goes on in education schools accurate to your experience here at Fairfield?

It is a little mystifying. I can't think of any good reason why teachers would be poorly prepared to draw on stories, unless they don't themselves *know* stories and the wealth of ways they can be used; which in turn could only have to do with how they themselves were raised and educated. It is possible that there may be anxiety that the very idea of a "canon" of stories and literature smacks of elitism -- I *have* encountered this unease in class discussions at Fairfield, and even, recently, in feedback from an esteemed professor. It may also have to do with the notion that inward-bound reflection (students' own experiences, students' own values, students' own ideas) are more "meaningful" to them than is focus on the texts themselves. This idea certainly does seem to be rampant, although I don't know that it falls on progressive/traditional pedagogical lines. Even the canned off-the-shelf character education programs we were invited to mock did a good bit of this.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Links

standardstoolbox.com - Free resource to pull down lessons from state standards; Dr. K recommended for SE 537 lesson plan assignment

CT state IEP forms - electronic forms that can be filled out and saved

CT state standards in math - the PK - 12 matrix format is the most user-friendly format

CT state standards in reading - well, the link doesn't seem to work just now; perhaps too many of my peers from SE 537 are all pulling it down at once (?)

Vygotsky & Zone of Proximal Development - nice blurb that links ZPD to constructivist learning

Metacognition - Nice blurb with checklist questions that exemplify the process


Assignments: 2/18-2/25

SE 537:
  • X PLOPs for Case Study part 2 to group by Friday (final due March 11)
  • X chapter 16 of literacy book
  • X research on metacognition and ZPD for class discussion
  • X Finish Differentiated Classroom
  • X Print out and bring into class the CT curriculum development guide (on Eidos)
SE 534:
  • X goals & objectives discussed in class; email to Dr. K by Tuesday
  • X Fill out IEP form based on Chester case and bring to class
  • (IEPs due 3/18; teacher interview due 3/25)
ED 429:
  • X Week 6 Reading (Noddings Ch. 6; Dewey's Creed); study guide (3rd paper due 3/25)

My idea...

... is to impose a smidge of organization onto the chaos of my life, by using this blog as a Working Tool that spans across the multitude of computers that I dip onto for mere minutes at a time, and keep information and assignments available to me in multiple places.

Yes, I know that other people use Blackberries to accomplish much the same thing.

The day I start using a Blackberry...  well, I won't go there.